Creator God, Lord of the Universe,
My God, My God,
Hear me when I cry.
Where are you? Do not hide your presence from me. Come quickly!
The winter storms have come in all their fury,
The bone chilling cold and biting winds,
The arctic how silences all other noise,
Snows deep, wet and heavy continue to fall around me.
All that is familiar lies buried beneath them.
Not a sign of where to go or where I am or where you are.
Do no leave me alone. Hasten to my side.
Come quickly!
Assist me.
Show me the way.
Comfort me in my loneliness and fear.
Silence the dark voices that say, “Spring will never come again. The days of warmth and sun are long gone. Buds, birds, flowers and fields. Images of only the past. You are forgotten. You will die.”
There is silence.
A long silence.
But this my soul will recall. You are a God of mercy.
Your faithfulness is from long ago. You cannot forget Your children.
More silence.
Darkness.
My body shivers.
Though winds still blow and snow still falls.
My heart will rejoice in you, my God.
Yes, my heart will sing a song to my God, my Shield and my Deliverer.
O Lord, please do not forget me.
I cry out day and night but I cannot find you.
I am overwhelmed by my thoughts and my place of rest is bare and desolate.
My enemies surround me and consume me on every side.
How long O Lord, how long will your favor be hidden from me.
My sins are many and not one of them are hidden from you O Lord.
I cry out to you in the morning but at night I feel distant and alone.
In my own strength I can reach out to you but you are not there.
All that I have known is overtaken by the sins of this world.
Sorrow fills my heart and my enemy is exalted over me.
Without you O Lord, I am hopeless.
Without you I cannot climb the mountain that is before me and feel the warmth of the sun.
Raise me up O Lord.
Set me on the rock that cannot fail.
Fill me with your joy and peace, day and night and I will praise your Holy name.
Without you Lord, I will descend into the deepest pit, never to be restored.
But I will continue to put my trust in you o Lord.
From the depths of my depravity and depression I know I will be raised up by your promise of deliverance.
You are the rock of my salvation.
You are the Great One.
It is you who created the night sky with the stars and planets.
You tell the moon and the sun when to rise and fall.
It is you who send the clouds and the rain.
It is you who paint the leaves in the fall with colors of red, yellow and orange.
It is you who sent your son so that I may know the fullness of your mercy and grace.
Abba Father, you have dealt greatly with me.
All praise and glory and honor and blessing be yours O Lord, now and forevermore.